Monday, 30 August 2010

  • Mission

    My life is like an endless mission... I can't sit still for the love of anything... I can barely listen to an entire song, I get antsy, I cannot be inside all day long; I'd have to leave the house for some reason or another... that is me- my mind is running my body wants a mission- Today, I woke up at like 8am.. uhm, for some odd reason when I am at my parents house, I cannot sleep in until 11am.. it's nearly impossible, even if I went to bed at 330am the night before. Got up walked around and opened the fridge about 80 times, that's just something I have always done growing up. However,  at my apartment I open my fridge twice a day, in the morning and at night, I don't cook, so why would I open the fridge? Plus, I am too occupied to go rummage threw the fridge.. OKAY, I am ranting.... 

     

    OKAY is not even a WORD! 

     

    I went to the gym today because I was that bored; so 24 Hour Fitness now has a finger print check in system, which I really like because I won't feel obligated to say hi to the person at the counter, whom I will never see again- or they're pretending to be nice-- "have a nice work out"- yeah, sure... Anyway, I get there at like 11am-- totally forgot to check in to my four square- I am going for the "gym rat" badge-- this won't happen because I don't utilize my membership as often as I should. ( i have a gym at my apartment)- and 24 Hour Fitness in Mountain View has ZERO good looking women or MEN-- they're all at the SUPER SPORT-- damn them! JK! 

    Let's get to my mission part... 

    After watching Shutter Island, I felt like I did not get what I wanted... so, I have been on a mission trying to find the book- yeah, i went to 2 walmarts 2 targets a book store.. and forgot about the BIG bookstores.. actually, nothing is close to me, so I am utterly lazy and not willing to go! Of course, the movie is going to be different than the book- but I feel like the book will explain this missing puzzle that I have in my head.. yes, INCEPTION?! hahaha =] Nah..... Besides my mission, I went to the movies with my little brothers and cousin to see Lottery Ticket.. 

    Lottery Tickets Message- You may have all the money in the world, but in order to enjoy the money you must have family and friends to enjoy it with.. If you are just alone, no family or friends, the enjoyment of it would not be the same. Therefore, money does not change you, it changes the people around you.... which means, the ones who were true to you will be there for you regardless of your fame, wealth or anything materialistic. In other words, money may buy you nice things, take you places but it never provides a relationship.. - you build relation, you cannot buy it! 

     

    Like my Dad says, plastic surgery, money, wealth, fame, and etc maybe paid for or rewarded but it never changes your personality! 

Sunday, 29 August 2010

  • Two Years

    Wow, it has been over two years since I've written in my blog. Weird? I used to write religiously and about everything I did. Today, I feel like people are too stalkerish- and the internet world is no longer the same... Instead of telling your friends and stalkers what you are doing in a few paragraphs, you are telling them a sentence. I love the innovation of technology, you do not need to read an entire blog to know what's going on; just stalk John Doe over a period of time and you'll know his life. FREAKISH, I tell you, but who doesn't facebook stalk?? Besides talking about FB stalking.. This past year has been quite interesting... actually this past two years has... you see.. what you miss out when I do not blog... i just tweet like crazy now; like a mad women.... Anyway, I ALWAYS rant- that's exactly what I do best... complain, rant, and have absolutely no filter.. =] okay, I'll stop ranting... I'll give you the cliff notes of my past two years... I graduated Dec 08 from SJSU with a BA a Political Science and Business Minor ... Whooopiee... did I put this into use?? ABSOLUTELY not... I mean, if I went to Law School like I planned 8 years ago... yes, it would totally be worth it.. but no, I did not! soooo I ended up moving back home after college into my childhood bedroom- let me tell you, the craziest idea EVER.. =// eekk after 8 months of a crap job, I wasn't having it anymore; I applied to grad school and within two weeks I got accepted move back to the Bay Area and now I am done with my first year and I'll start my second year in 9 days! I cannot wait until my life goes on fast forward, I am over this mess... Ranting again.. ha ha The question is: What are you doing after you graduate?? Remember back in 2004? 2005? ehh.. I do not remember, I've always wanted to live in Boston... well you know what?? I think I am going to make it happen.. Boston, MA here I come... You're probably thinking, you've gotta be kidding me.. CA-MA.. yeah, go big or go home right?? Why settle for something that you are unhappy with? Okay, I am tired of typing about my life... anyone out there that loves Boston so much that its kind of sickening..? maybe i'll have another update in a year or so ha! 

Monday, 19 May 2008

  • It's been a while

    I do not know where to begin. I am here at the library studying for accounting and going to end studying accounting in 3 hours. I find it quite boring because it makes no sense to me at all. I am bored out of my mind and I cannot seem to function anymore. For the past three days, I have been sitting endless hours at the MLK Library and realizing that my legs are so swollen from sitting so long that my entire body is swollen. My face is poofy, I've broken into hives, my roommate constantly takes me shit and wears it and pulls bullshit excuses that makes no fucking sense. Anyway, enough bitching... so this is my fourth year at State and I decided to take an extra semester. NO I WILL NOT walk in the SPRING! I do not care...... I like cozyness and a 12k people commencement is not worthwhile. I decided that my little itty bitty department graduation is good enough. Not only that I have come to realize that praises are not always legit either. I like little things with a big surprise hehe. =] Anyway, I am tired. I cannot wait to move out. i cannot wait for summer and I definitely can't wait when my swelling goes down.. I seriously look like a blimp. My face and my body.. or more like I am gaining weight because I haven't been sleeping or eating well at ALL. I haven't even been drinking much, so that cannot be the reason. =/ ehhh. Enough venting.. I find that I am not blog whore anymore. I just do not enjoy it anymore. I think I was forced to for class and that totally made me lose interest. =[

Monday, 03 March 2008

  • How much longer?

    Lately, I've been having meat withdraws but come to think of it. I don't even eat much of it to begin with. Anyway, I had a healthy lunch today besides the caramel I ate with my apples. I had a salad with this secret sauce, some cheese and crackers and apples with caramel. ( bad part) lol. Lately, I haven't been really eating as healthy as I should, so I decided I am cutting junk food out of my diet. I am training for a RUN May something, so I have to be serious about it. hehe. Anyway, I've been considering a vegetarian lifestyle. We will see how long it will last? I have 21 days left but I am not even counting. I am at my desk and I see a Calendar. haha

Sunday, 10 February 2008

  • Heartaches and

    Before I leave to the horrible side of California. I want to leave behind many things that I cannot bring with me. First, my heart. I vow that I will not let anyone become a part of me anymore. One wrong mistake causes a weekend long heartache. Therefore, I have concluded that my heart belongs here in Moreno Valley, CA. I refuse to let any person in anymore. Regardless, if he is my soulmate. If you reside in the horrible side of California, please do not speak to me. Because, I will not accept your interest.